Why?   von LlorenteGirlLaRoja
                          (Their real realationship)
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                                Kapitel 1: Why?
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“Why… had she gone?“ His body was shaking. His look was turned on the dead
body which was lieing on the cold floor. The black hair of the woman was hanging
around her paper-white face. Never in her life the middle-age woman has smiled,
but in this moment her face show a little contented smile. 

Fly with broken wings
Close your eyes
And feel the wind on your face
Going into light

All the years before his cousin was a slave of her mother or the other people
who were called »Black«. Never someone understood her feelings, her sadness,
her scary… nothing of her feelings were known by someone. After a few years
she went to Hogwarts, her mother meens that she must marryed a man called
»Rudolphus Lestrange«. 

Don´t do all the other want
Don´t let them rule over you
Your mind is free
And never a slave of everyone other

Her eyes changed in the last year at the school of wizzarding and witching.
Before, her look was a little arrogant, but now it was a little sad and
indistinct. She retired in herselfe and often sitting alone in a dark corner of
a room. After her last year at school she fall into dark machinations. She has
to bekome a deatheater and working for her master who was not be named. Her
husband was also a deatheater and they working hard for acknowledgement from
their master. 

See my tears
Hear my screams
Take my heart
Help me to life

She, her husband and a little selection of deatheaters made use of the cruciatus
curse against the Longbottoms. Frank and Alice Logbottom lost their mind and lie
up to now in the St. Mungo´s hospital for magical illnesses and injurys. For
this deed they were sending to Azkaban for many years. Sirius remember her last
words before. “The dark lord will rise again Crouch! Throw us in Azkaban, we
will wait! He will rise again and will come for us, he will reward us beyond any
of his other supporters! We alone were faithful! We alone tried to find him!" He
ask himself if she said this only in the scary of being ever locked.   

Take my hands 
Feel my pain
Take my soul
So let me rest in peace

At Harrys fifth school year, Sirius remembered clearly. The order of phönix was
again called into being. The order and the deatheaters put up a good fight
against each other. At the end of his fifth year, Sirius remembered with a
little stab in his breast, she was fighting against him. After the fight She
said hurting things and Sirius seen the pain in her eyes. “She wouldn´t do
this… she was under pressure.“ Breathed he by himselfe. Her last words that
she has said in his presence were “Sirius… I have only one wish anymore…
please forgive me my deeds. And don´t forget that I love you like no one
else.“ 

Dear Sirius.
I know that you hate me, and belive me, you have every reason to do. I can´t
make you a reproach, because I´m not better than you. On the contary, I was
never the love, good cousin that you deserving. You had try to get along with me
but I have only blocked. Now, many years later I understood that you see as only
my pain and my transparent tears. Please don´t think that your efforts are in
vain. You are the only one I say good bye to. 
Please keep me in your heart, then I will live forever. 
In love 
Bellatrix Lestrange

With tears in his eyes he saw into the sunrise and looked down the cliffs. His
feeds standing half on the earth and half in the air. Sirius Black last words
before he overthrew himselfe from the cliffs were “My love Bellatrix I never
more will let you alone. May I can show you that anyone loves you. My little
black rose.“

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