Pain
It hurts...
You see it everytime...
In your dreams...
When you think about something...
Your thoughts go to the things that happened...
You remember it...
Everytime, Everywhere...
You want to forget it...
You can´t...
It stay too deep...
Perfect Illusion
Leave me in my little world,
Don’t you dare to break the glass!
Outside, things just want to hurt.
I don’t want to see behind the mask.
Titel: Pain
Autor: Koiji
Email: Koiji@gmx.de
Fanfiction: Zetsuai
Rating: G
Warnung: keine
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Pairing: Izumi
Disclaimer: Die Welt von Minami Ozaki gehört mir nicht.
Despite to the fact
that I hate you
I just wanna break free
my body is a jail
killing me from the inside
Why am I not allowed to die?
it would make everything
just everything better
Smile at me
Once more
And tell me
You still care
Stay by my side
Even you
Watch to the sky
What have you seen?
A lot of things that never been
And now we have to fly!
Watch to the prison
What do you see?
There are people so cruel like me
And without a simple reason!
Watch to the sun
What do you think?
A pleasant light, so bright
And
I wanna bleed out
see the words on paper
unreal like you and me
I wanna shatter this perfect reality
It's a lie
Can't you see my true face?
I scream out your name
So loud, but I just can't make any sound
Like I'm frozen
Caught in this World of Lies
Impossible to
My new purpose
Here we are under our tree
Not yet has started a new day
Our souls have finally gotten free
The next thing I want to request is: stay!
We fought so hard for our fate
While fireflies lit up the sky
It seemed that I was far too late
And al
Nothing
It is dark. Everywhere. The big clouds of smoke are darkening the sky. The air is stuffy, so I can't breath. Silence, deathly quietness. Grey slum houses everywhere! No green, no blue, no live. Death nature. I am feeling sad. Sad and horrid.
You are sleeping right next to me, but you seem so far away in your dreams.
So far away that I can't find you and it seems that you never come back.
I would give all my self to the lord for just knowing if it was me who were in your dreams.
DISCLAIMER: I do NOT own H.P. or any characters, buildings or items from the world J.K.Rowling has created. They belong to their respective copyright holders.
"Another year, another conflict. You would think they would learn with time."
"They do, my dear.
The last kiss
The last kiss
Tasted like a crude apple,
Tart and bitter.
You are still my love,
My first love, I will never forget.
I try to remember 'how to love'
You taught me how
But I just forgot.
You're just the one for me,
It's still a pain for me.
Don’t look too close
You’ll scare me off
Don’t…
You’ll break my shields
Don’t…
You won’t like what you’ll see
Don’t…
You’ll get under my skin
Don’t…
My defences are not that strong
Don’t…
You don’t want to see my pain
Don’t…
You can’t handle to see me h
you told about me, when you turn around
hate me, never wanna me back
you never understand my reasons
you never try it, never want it
i feel it and i know it
tried to be yours, crawl to you, do all
only for being a member
but all you do is beating me all the time
you drag
It’s raining since you left me
My tears won’t stop
Will I drown in endless sorrow?
Where’s your light to guide me through?
I can’t breath
And the sun won’t shine
Afraid of the unending light
Darkness I became
It hurts
I scream your name
I break
You will never come
And there is this day
I came to see
All you ever guessed about me
all you ever thought about me
it was wrong.
totally wrong
I watch where my thoughts
left my head
and see them fly away
they fly away...
Pain
Painful things like this.
I could never forget...
your eyes looking like this.
Looking so painfully saying me:
You don't want to live anymore...
When I go.
If I leave.
I look in your eyes
and can't move anymore.
Please, tell me your opinion about this. Thanks. ^^
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I sit on my windowsill, look out of my window and see the rain falling down to earth. The raindrops looked like glittery tears in the light of the streetlight in front of me.
Every day I see you cry
I want to help you, ask you why
Please tell what is wrong with you
Is there’s something I can do
Every night I wake up
I see you coming home
I see your blood stained hands
And every word that I could say
Is just another danger Zone!
Oh tell me
Crying myself to Sleep
Once more in a while
my tears are your sweetest lullaby
Hold on, hold on the time
I wanna remember
You laying in my arms
We were unconvincable then
But now you're gone
I lost my mind
How can all we had
be denied?
You came to close
I
You won't get me down
any longer
for I don't want you
on my mind
any longer.
So why don't you just
fuck off
and never talk to me
again
as if I really
was a friend?
'cause you know
I haven't had
any chance.
